I Am So Tired. . .


I am tired of crying for my child.

  I am tired of being depressed.

  I am tired of longing for my child.

  I am tired of not being happy.

  I am tired of telling people
that my daughter/son is dead.

  I am tired of my daughter/son being dead.

  I am tired of not being able
to remember what joy
feels like.

  I am tired of being angry.

  I am tired of feeling guilty.

  I am tired of missing my daughter/son.

  I am tired of being told that
it is a blessing to
have an angel in heaven.

  I am tired of being misunderstood.

  I am tired of having to explain myself
when I am depressed.

  Again, I am tired of being depressed.

  I am so tired of death.

  I am tired of grieving.

  I am tired of grief.

  I am tired of asking why.

  I am tired of not getting an answer.

  I am tired of having to learn to
live without my daughter/son.

  I am tired of being indirectly
told to "get over it".

  I am tired of re-living the night/day of my daughter's/son's death over and over,
complete with tears and emotional upheaval.

  I am so tired of not being able to
remember...
  every moment of her/his life.

  I am tired of being tired.


Author Unknown


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(March 2001 - Age: 13)
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